Excerpts of my daily diary 📖 HU Law Student👩🎓 📍Berlin 🇩🇪 - ICONIC 🇺🇸 - THE AGENCY NY 🇮🇹 - THE FABBRICA
Excerpts of my daily diary 📖 HU Law Student👩🎓 📍Berlin 🇩🇪 - ICONIC 🇺🇸 - THE AGENCY NY 🇮🇹 - THE FABBRICA
Excerpt of my daily diary: Since today is World Philosophy Day, I felt like it’s time to skip another extensiv excerpt of my daily (philosophical ) thoughts and just upload this video which is not meant to be any kind of statement to all these disputes arising out of female nudity and special body parts or something with a deeper philosophical meaning, but just a video of me, wearing a white blouse. So yes, since it’s World Philosophy Day, it’s a great moment to accept that sometimes things are just what they are, there’s no need to give them a philosophical explanation or any evaluation... cause otherwise - to say it with the words my favorite author used for the protagonist - „he get lost in his mind“. And sometimes we human beings are at a high risk to get lost in our minds.
One of my fav shooting with one of my fav photographers @peterulimax 🖤|| Excerpt of my daily diary: When I saw this picture my first thought was that this is what I must look like whenever temperatures are under 15 degrees and I see someone wearing just a sweat jacket but still seems to be super warm and fine while I’m trying to cover every single part of my body with at least 4 layers of my warmest clothes... and it’s less an offense than a feeling of complete admiration, mixed with a note of jealousy because while I’m trying my best to look good wearing two pullovers under my big puffer jacket and a scarf the size of a tablecloth on top, this person just have to deal with a simple sweat jacket... but what I’m really wondering about is whether this people just have a completely different temperature sensation than me or non at all... and to be honest, non of these two possibilities has a satisfying consequence... because if these people have a completely different temperature sensation, they either feel consistently 20 degrees warmer than I do (which would mean that they’ll obviously have the worst time when it’s summer and actually 30 degrees ) or that they feel hot when it’s cold and cold when it’s hot (which would be a pity because they would’ve the biggest sweat in winter but unfortunately won’t be able to take a refreshing bath in a lake because it’ll probably be frozen )... or they don’t have any temperature sensation at all and wear jeans and sweater all year round (which would safe lots of money BUT to be honest, seems kinda unlikely )... so to everyone who’s reading this and claims to be one of these people that still leave the house with nothing but a jeans and sweaters in the current weather situation, feel free to send me a DM with your personal answer to convince me you’re not an alien at all!
Excerpt of my daily diary: I thought about starting this excerpt with: ▪️It’s official!! The filming of the 27th episode of “How to get away with a lawyer” (alternativ title options: “Lawyer things”, “Game of Courts” ) has started and I gonna be Dr. M... trailer available very soon, so stay tuned!▪️BUT I decided against it because the truth is even better than that... I’m so happy and honored to be part of this years “Willem C. Vis International Commercial Arbitration Moot”-Team of the Humboldt University of Berlin... looking forward to spend the next six month with the team in Hongkong and Vienna (and just to keep it casual, Room E13 ), producing (more or less ) hundreds of thousands of pages filled with (hopefully ) intelligent researches and compete against other teams from all over the world (and just to mention, going crazy after spending a whole day trying to find answers to a legal issue, ending up with 3 different possibilities to solve the problem but still not the answer we’re looking for )... Lots of Love to @greta_louisa for forcing me to apply for this great opportunity, sometimes I really need a kick in the a**... when I received the phone call that I gonna be part of this years team, she was the first one I called (okay, after my mommy, but I think that actually doesn’t count ), and I was just so damn grateful for her inspiration... and now enough flatteries, shame to everyone commenting about the garbage bin in the background of our team picture (okay, I’ve probably just brought it to the intention of some of you, but I’m pretty sure that @hannah_luen saw it at first glance, so this specifically for you; ) 📚
#analogphotography || Excerpt of my daily diary: I decided to upload these two pictures because they both show my facial expressions in a very unpleasant situation I found myself today... One weird habit of mine is that I always carry half of a kitchen interior in my bag (I call it “mobile kitchen concept”, but sorry guys, all rights fees to the inventor )... Not just the obligatory foldable can (on of the greatest inventions so far, I’ll probably dedicate it a whole excerpt sometime ), but also a set of spoon, knife and fork (which I highly recommend to all of you as your daily accompaniment because a ) every time I buy lunch and get one of these stupid plastic forks it will take 2 minutes until it’s broken through, b ) you lower the chance to get a poorly washed knife that’s still covered with the bacteria of the guy who used it as a toothpick right before you, trying to get this little piece of meat out of his teeth and c ) sometimes you just feel like having a Joghurt from the grocery store, so it’s nice to be prepared in case there are no spoons ), and also a peeler for my carrots, small cans filled with pepper, cinnamon and some flax seeds, and, if there’s any chance that I’ll have a salat somewhere (so nearly every day ), my favorite dressing... and trust me, I make use of it almost every day and in the past, there was more than one situation in which my mobile kitchen turned a casual Rewe2go quinoa salat into an unbelievably delicious delicacy. So there was literally no bad experience since I started my “mobile kitchen concept”, but there’s always a first time, so yes, today I had my very first struggle with it, I managed to cut myself on the knife while I’ve been digging in my bag for my wallet... somehow the knife had managed to slip out of the packaging and I put my hand right into the blade. But hey, long story short, I really learned my lesson, from now on I’ll also carry half of a first aid kit with me! 🍴
The mirror lip by @diorskincare ... with the one and only @natascha .lindemann and the man who just came straight from the Make-up heaven @lukas .k_hairstylist_makeup 💛 || Excerpt of my daily diary: Happy Monday, the last 20 min I was trying to write something interesting but I had a huge dinner and now my whole body is busy with with swallowing the tons of food in my stomach so there’s no brain capacity left to produce anything worth reading (well yes, I assume y’all read my posts with the greatest pleasure )... but don’t worry, the coma after to much food is definitely not comparable to the one you have after to much alcohol, so I’ll probably be back in old freshness very soon... stay tuned! 🤓
Excerpt of my daily diary: Well guys, do you remember those moments when being a person so tiny and small that the ground was just 80 cm away from your head while standing and everything you saw on the floor looked so appetizing and delicious that you didn’t had any other opportunity but giving it a try, and the satisfying feeling you had in your mouth after tasting that crunchy little grains of sand or the indescribably flavor of fresh green grass right beside the dog meadow in the park? (BTW, this is a rhetorical question, because the average age you have when being 80cm is two, and the most people can only remember situations from the fourth year of live, but I needed an introduction for this excerpt... ) So, this is a picture of me having a revival of these moments, I just saw this weird thing between my lips and felt like giving it a try, but guys trust me, it wasn’t even nearly as good as the fresh grass or crunchy sand we all had when we were kids. (And Mommy, just to make sure, I’m REALLY not smoking, I’m to poor for that and I’m already addicted to carrots, as you may know! ) || Thank you @peterulimax for this amazing shooting, for your great ability to find the perfect shot, for your unique way of working... never felt so inspired while taking pictures. What a pleasure!🖤
Quick polas @iconic_mgmt 📸 || Excerpt of my daily diary: Ok friends, according to the internet (a VERY serious source ), the best way to survive autumn is to surround yourself with invigorating colors (such as yellow, orange and red ) and “the smell of summer” (whatever that means, whoever wrote this, next time please try to be a bit more specific, I’m studying law which means that my level of creativity is in the minus area )... so if anyone lives in a room with orange walls, yellow furniture and candles smelling like lemon or coconut (or sun protection ), just send me a DM and you’ll have a new roommate for the next three month. Otherwise I might have to move into my dentists waiting room, cause somehow it really looks like this... just the smell is not that summer-like, but I’m sure @ikeadeutschland has a few great candles that may help. 🍋
Excerpt of my daily diary: Summer seems to be over so it’s time to reactivate my Instagram and show you a few results of my latest shootings... this one with the amazing @obiwolf , such a great experience to take pictures analogously, it was my first time shooting like this and even tho it felt kinda weird to not know how the photos will look like until they’re developed, it was worth waiting... Thank you for making this happen!! @obiwolf ... also planned on annoying you with some pumpkin thoughts but somehow I’m kinda not into pumpkin this season, it was actually just a short time relationship, quick and intense , but I guess sometimes it’s all you need (*höhöhö* )... probably to much of it last year, but I still have my secret obsession with carrots (did I ever tell you? )... So don’t worry, I’ll never stop eating my carrots, cause it’s real love, and I just realized that all my post are about pumpkin and it makes me feel super bad, cause carrots have been my partner in crime since... well, years?! To be honest, I think there’s nothing in this world touching my lips as often as carrots do so (*höhöhö*, someone is super ambiguous today, or super tired, or both, so I’ll stop writing and start sleeping, dreaming about... cheers, you already know that; ) 🥕
Anzeige: We only had 2 hours to film all the material for this video, but under pressure and with a motivated team, great things can happen, and I’m just grateful to be part of this wonderful campaign for @purishcom 💄love to @didiasku & @dennyherzog & @vanity_faces for making things happen ❤️
Excerpt of my daily diary: Took the picture this morning and felt so happy about the sun kissing my skin and giving my no-Make-up-Face the best highlighter I ever had. Right now I’m sitting in the ICE and pray that the seat next to me remains empty and every time somebody seems like a possible danger I look at him with a very angry and grumpy face and try to hypnotize him and direct him with my thoughts to every seat but the one next to me and it works so far... but since I haven’t talked to somebody since more than 2 hours I feel kinda uncomfortable because my natural urge for communicative exchange starts getting out of control and I’m pretty sure that the next person that is looking for a seat will get a bright and welcoming smile, and after taking seat seat next to me, this human will be caught up in a conversation with me which will last until I have to leave the train (doesn’t matter wether he wants it or not ). So if you ever see a girl in a train who gives you an exaggerated smile and you don’t feel like talking, just move on very quick, cause that’s probably me in my communication mode. But if you wanna have some deep and analyzing talks about whatever and feel like answering a hundreds of my curious questions, just to kill the driving time, you’re welcome to join me.🚄
Excerpt of my daily diary: This excerpt is just a quick but honest thank you for everyone involved in these shooting days. Working as a model can be like opening a new door of a Christmas calendar every day,and behind each one is another job with another team, different expectations and requirements, a new goal to achieve. So the challenge but also the adventure is to be 100% mentally present, motivate yourself and the team you’re working with, be attentive and mindful - just giving your best every day by creating a atmosphere that enables everyone to create a piece of art. And the better the team, the easier it will be to get there, so working with @natascha .lindemann And @lukas .k_hairstylist_makeup was meant to create amazing pictures, and I’ll probably post more than one during the next days. Thank ya! 💄PS: still not getting over this eyeliner @inglot_cosmetics ...
Excerpt of my daily diary: Looking at me in this picture feels kinda unnatural, cause trust me, there is nearly nothing in the world that makes me feel more uncomfortable than sitting on a couch (or anything else that’s cosy and comfy and full of pillows ) while wearing clothes which actually don’t count as chill looks... so you will probably never ever see me wearing a jeans or blouse or just anything else but old sweat pants and huge shits at home (or my bathrobe, cause if there was an Ivy League of most comfortable clothes, bathrobes would definitely be the leader )... so while shooting this look, I honestly felt a bit like sitting in a restaurant and ordering a potato soup instead of a pumpkin one - 100% not me. But anyway, I really enjoyed this shoot, cause hey, I was allowed to put my feet on the furniture - with shoes on... who wouldn’t feel like a happy badass kid? ^^🦶
Excerpt of my daily diary: Well, I woke up and felt like posting a bit more frequently, so I thought it might me a great start to post a completely random photo of me drinking a coke to handle a long shooting day after a lack of sleep (out of a PLASTIC straw, y’all don’t kill me, tired Tilda was out of control, but I swear it will never happen again^^ )... so you probably have to deal with this kind of content more often from now on, but trust me, I’ll always make you happy with some deep and daily excerpt of my diary ; ). 🔄
Quick pola’s at the agency 📸 @iconic_mgmt || Excerpt of my daily diary: I somehow really admire the people who manage to enter all their appointments in a calendar... like not kidding, I’m buying myself a small one for the bag EVERY year, but after two weeks of precisely writing down every single meeting I get completely sick of it and for the rest of the year, the calendar will be banned in the depths of my desk until I do my yearly cleaning (well yes, you may wonder but „yearly“ seems to be the correct word to describe my cleaning behavior, but trust me, I’m still working on it ) and recover it, but my usual cleaning time is autumn (cause it’s gray and rainy and supports my feelings about cleaning ), which means that after my rediscovery there are only a few months left till next year, and that always make me think that I already managed to survive most of the year without this calendar so I’ll probably also make it trough the last month without it, but in the same thought I swear to myself that I’ll improve myself next year, and then - as you already can imagine if you followed this text up to this point- it starts all over again... And yes, I also know that my phone offers me the great possibility to use its digital calendar and I already tried it, but somehow it didn’t work out, too (I try to tell myself that it’s not me but the unappealing design that makes me unable to use it, cause somehow it makes me feel a bit better... ). So if someone has a saving idea, let me know, cause that would save me some brain capacity for other things. 🧠
Today no excerpt, I just thought it’s time to revive my insta feed after a long time not posting anything because I already finished this years exams and felt ready to show you this videos of me walking the @lascanaofficial show at fashion week... and just to give you a little feeling of my level of happiness during the show, I was allowed to open bikini section and close the show, AND (even more important ) I could wear a bikini and heels AT THE SAME TIME (which unfortunately is kinda unpractical in normal life situations )... So thank you to the people that were responsible for my little heart flipping out over this joy during waking down the catwalk (but yes, I was trying to play it cool )! @lascanaofficial @aboutyoude @aboutyoufashionweek @iconic_mgmt 👙
Excerpt of my daily diary: Cause my Instagram is mainly about some random thoughts I have during the day and everyone who’s not interested in these things probably stopped reading these endless texts since my second post, I feel like it’s okay to let the rest of you know that I was kinda pissed off of myself when I came home half an hour ago and saw the number of packages, waiting for me to bring them to the post office and send them back... I mean they’re just completely lifeless objects (what else ), but somehow I feel like they’re real life enemies, waiting right behind the door everything I come home, and unfortunately I cannot ignore them because first of all, they take a lot of space, and secondly, I would be really stupid to not send them back and pay for all these things I don’t want to keep... and hell yes, I had already been kinda stupid to order all these things (mostly clothes ), cause nobody needs 1000 bikinis and whatever else is in the packages. But yes, sometimes I have these weak moments at 11 pm in the night, laying in my bed, just about to fall asleep, but then, due to some incomprehensible train of thoughts, I start thinking about all the clothes that are still missing in my wardrobe and my tiredness changes into this undesirable online shopping energy... but instead of reactivating my entire brain capacity and make me able to think critically about the things I order, this energy just makes it possible for me to fill the shopping card and push the „order now“ button, cause hey, I can send back everything I don’t like... well, and here we go, now I’m sharing my home with lots of packages. So note to myself: Think BEFORE ordering, cause yes, you CAN send it back, but you probably WON’T have the time to do it (or no desire )... End of the story, good night to everyone who really finished reading the post!
Excerpt of my daily diary: I REALLY get the point of the whole climate and environment discussion and one of the reasons why I started eating vegan was the impact of animal agriculture on climate change, but every single time I go to the grocery store (and if you either know me in person or read my posts attentively, you know that I go there as often as possible cause somehow it has a very calming influence on me ) and put my things on the conveyor belt (in the context it might be obvious what that means but for all my German followers that never heard it before, it’s “Kassenband”, and yes, I had to google it, too; ) I realize that I have forgotten to take a jute bag with me, which means that I have to buy one of these paper bags, which are definitely better than plastic bags but still a bad investment if you are, as I am, the lucky owner of hundreds of thousands of jute bags you received as free giveaways at every event you attend. And holy crap, this was ONE sentence, so congratulations if you managed to follow my explanation up to this point... and BTW, if you’re still looking for the CSD outfit of your dreams, go knock on heavens door and check out @jadedldn 🌈
Excerpt of my daily diary: Don’t read this if you’re super annoyed by people talking about the weather cause this is again an euphoric text about the temperatures for the next days... but I mean, how can somebody not be overwhelmed by 29 degrees and sunshine next Tuesday?! So please, can everyone thank the man (or woman or whatever ) who’s responsible for the weather and pray for a summer that gives air condition a completely new meaning and makes all of us complaining about the sun and the sweat and the heat? Cause nothing is more satisfying for the human soul than complaining about the weather, right... ? 😜 (BTW picture was shot 3 month ago, so that’s why my hair is longer than it currently is )
Excerpt of my daily diary: Today I had my happiest moment when I opened the weather app and realized the magical 2️⃣4️⃣degrees that are announced for next Monday (and I had a few happy moments today cause I was able to have a very long and delicious breakfast and went to a raft tour with some really nice people, just so you get a feeling of HOW pleased I was in this moment )...
Excerpt of my daily diary: I was trying to take pictures in the bus but unfortunately the window was open and as you can see, the wind and my hair became good friends and decided to conspire against me. 💨
Excerpt of my daily diary: Shot from today @clubllondon , so no retouch at all but I think the dress works for its very own... felt like a second skin, so if you feel uncomfortable in your own skin just buy it and I swear you’ll feel better immediately, while wearing it I even forgot that I had less than eight hours of sleep the night before, and that definitely means something! BTW, I just realized that I used the word „definitely“ in nearly all my posts, sorry for that, but it turns out that it might be as essential to my posts as pumpkin is to my daily nutrition. And to the person who is responsible for the Emojis, could you finally please add a non-Halloween pumpkin to the keyboard? I’m tired of looking for good fitting Emojis for the end of my posts, and a pumpkin would always fit (in contrast to this weird looking Halloween one )... 🎃
Excerpt of my daily diary: The last one of my urban jungle shoot for @electricfeelmag cause I thought it might look good in my feed to have three of them in a line... And BTW, if any of you are interested in some old school books for grade 7-12, just dm me, I’ll offer them for free (cause who’s not interested in repeating the Pythagorean’s theorem and the grammatical rules of if-clauses ). I’m trying to clean out my room, but I’m not satisfied with throwing away books, so I thought it would be a great idea to stuff your rooms with all the stuff I don’t need anymore (cause sharing is caring, right? ). So hands up, today is your lucky day, you could be the happy owner of a biology book for the 8th grade (and don’t worry, there’s enough for all of you )! 📕📗📘