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Red. Death. Church. #churches
My feed hasn't been extremely well decorated but this picture just puts it to bigger shame. Moving on and letting go are probably the most difficult things that one has to do. This holds true in case of any relationship, platonic, crazy sexual, whatever suits whomever. What I want to address here is something that I needed to address for long. So here goes. The relationship I want to talk about is the one that I had with my past. It held onto me so badly that even breathing was difficult. My past, as far as I thought or think of it, was well decorated and dare I say, perfect. My existence was just there. Lurking in the past. It ate me in ways I didn't think was possible. I spent nights looking up at the ceiling while tears rolled out of my eyes and I didn't even know why. My parents didn't really understand my problem and they came with their baggages. Baggages too heavy for them to lift another. So I drowned myself in the misery I had created. An alternate reality where everyone hated me, where no one cared about my opinion and everything I did was wrong. What you should take note of is that this reality is alternate. Like the Upside Down. It isn't really there but it is omnipresent. It is just as true as it is a blatant lie. So your depression isn't a lie. It's true. Truer than most other things but sometimes you are better than the truth. You are better and bigger than all your problems. Some 3 years after first being consumed into this alternate reality, I finally learnt to let go. It still visits me though. It takes me to what I once considered my Holy Grail. However I come back and it leaves. Light is just around the corner and punctual, even if Darkness always reaches before time. #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #important
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*Mayhem* One rock on the chair, Some hasty feet scramble across the room. Closed fenestrations, a squeak and a stare. A lonely pilot, heading towards a likely tomb -- Amidst the haste of a closing day, A roaring sky, Nature's gluttony, Blaring horns, people making way, A distant rumble, the thud of a tree-- A child waits patiently to be free. . . . . . . . . . . . . #poetry #poems #poetsofinstagram #photographer #photographersofinstagram #photography #storm #sky #stairway #to #the #other #side #okbye ✌ #likeforlikes #followforfollowback #bye
What keeps us alive, Do the little jive Think about the shade of moonlight It's food all the way babe. Whilst full, you will see the sky smiling tonight. Whilst empty, a crumb on the ground may make you fight. It's food all the way, since the time of the ape. #foodporn #food #foodie #foodphotography #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poems #poem #snippet #thoughts #likeforlikes #followforfollowback #okaybye #kbye ✌
Off Focus. A lie amidst some trillion lies is barely noticeable and we stand here on a stoop of forged tales. Every commute is new and so is everyday. After taking a disastrous test today, as I scurried out of my university, I asked myself nothing. I pondered upon nothing. I knew what I was becoming and I knew the truth. The whole truth and nothing else. So when I watched these other insignificant faces in a crowd and realised my own insignificance, drowning in pain seemed easier. What lie am I bent on proving true? What purpose do all these invisible faces have? What sleep did they all let go of to become invisible in this very mortal world? These questions may seem to blur everything away from focus. However losing purpose isn't failing. Neither did I find purpose today, nor did I find my "calling". All I found is the same purposeless quest we all have embarked upon will stay with me. And that was enough for me. #motivation #fails #purposeless